blablabla

i guess i'm not happy 2 be here anymore..

sometimes feel doesn't belong here..

once, i am so glad 2 be sent here instead of local U ..

i just wanna go home..

feel the warmth from all the love one..

my besties..my sunshines...my mak & abah..

i just want the old feeling..

feeling when you go out 2 somewhere or anywhere

u're just belong there..

no strangers looking at u like u're such a freak coming from another planet..

face that familiar 2 u..

face that make u feel free & safe 2 walk alone..

i missed to talk 2 others without making any effort 2 ensure dat they will understand..

i'm fucking tired somewhere in the middle..

just wanna go home..

no place better than your hometown..

i wish i got some real power to change the situation..

or someone who always been there for me..

talk whenever i need 2 listen..

smile whenever i need a light..

laugh whenever i feel alone..

hugging me 2 make me comfort..

lend a shoulder whenever i cry...

or at least..

same feeling inside..

~sigh~

p/s:i guess.. i'll never send my child 2 study abroad..