Tuesday, May 19, 2009

girl is just being a girl..

it's been almost 3 years to me & him being together..
nobody can imagine how hard it was in the first place..
how hard 2 built our relation 2 become like this..
how my father hated him so much ..
how my father tried so hard 2 keep us apart..
& how i got my 1st slap from my own father..
it wasn't easy at all..
i even cheated on my family..
i didnt give a phone call to them..at all..just 2 show my rebel..
i became a stone-head..
as time goes by...
my father changed..
really changed..
everytimes i went back 2 my hometown..
he was so happy..
so interested 2 hear whenever i talked about him..
i never expected dat everything was going so well..
now,it's almost a year dat i being studying abroad..
distance was not a problem at all 2 us..
even in malaysia, we're rarely met..so i guess it wasn 't a very dramatic change 4 both of us..
eventhough i flirt at a certain times..my heart is always being loyal ..
i keep our promises..
i do whatever he asks..whatever he wants..
i try 2 be there whenever he needs me..
i call him everyday just 2 show how much i'm in love with him..
but lately..
i feel like our sparks just getting dimmed..
he said..he's just the same..nothing changed..
but..if there's nothing changed why i feel all this crap.?
is it just me???
maybe it is me..
it's me ..a girl who needs someone 2 show dat i'm needed..
it is just simple ..
but i guess he doesnt realise it..
sigh~
girls just being too complicated 2 understand..
and guys will never understands it~





12 comments:

chentanuriz said...

wah...kisah kite hampir serupa...
byk yg same cerita cinta kite ni kan.
huhu...

sany de kol ari pandi ari 2.
mase 2 nurul kat umah pandi gak.
sany kol coz die t'sesat kat kuantan.
hehe~
sian die...

momoc said...

dh start rasa hambar nurul..

sany dh xamik berat mcm dlu..

bila mi2 call nk luahkn rasa sedih..ada je yg halang..

last2 mi2 pendam je rasa sedih 2..

tmbh2 bila dia ngah kursus sekarang..

chentanuriz said...

la...yeke..nape camni ni...
nurul dah tanye pandi nape sany jd cam 2...
pandi kate sany dah x join dak takraw coz kene keje.
tension ngan keje kot sampai jd cam 2...
ala...cool ye...mb ade sebab sany jd cam 2...
pandi kate die nak tanye sany pe problem die...
lgpun sany kan tgh kursus skrg ni...
rilex ye...=)

momoc said...

dah rasa x diperlukan nurul..

dh x mcm mula2 dlu..

chentanuriz said...

mimi ni...jgn la ckp cam 2...
sany dah ckp die bz skrg ni...
die tension ngan keje la...
jgn risau k...
ala...bg die mase...nti korg ok semule la 2...
jumaat ni die balik taiping kan.
jgn sedey2 k...jgn la amek ati sgt ye...=)

momoc said...

urm..dah..dah luah sumer yg x puas semlm..
thanx a lot nurul..=)

chentanuriz said...

yeke???
so camne???
die ok je kan...mimi jgn pk bkn2 ye...
ala..nurul pun cam 2 gak dulu.
tp skrg dah bese dah...
nti mimi mesti dah bese gak ngan situasi camni.
take it easy not to be serious k.
mimi jgn sterss2 k...=)

momoc said...

mi2 xpkr bkn2 pon..
mi2 caya dia..
tp geram sangattt dia wat mcm 2..
bila relation dh stabil mcm ni..dia dh wat pape.then,itu yg jd hambar..dh xde excitement..nurul dpt x pe yg mi2 cuba nk explain kt cni..?

momoc said...

*dia dh xwat pape..

chentanuriz said...

yup!dpt+phm sgt2...
paham sbb nurul pun penah rase cam 2 gak dulu...
tp skrg dah ok sket...hehe.
sany jd cam 2 ade sebab.
pe yg jadi 2,sume ade sebab.
either +ve or -ve reason.
yg penting skrg ni mimi diam je dulu.
bg die mase pk mule ape yg die dah wat ngan hbgn korg ni.
lame2 nti die akan sedar gak.
sabo ye mimi...=)
slow talk ngan die...

momoc said...

nk wat perang saraf..

nk wat endah2 x endah je..

nk juai mahal blik cm dlu2..hik3

chentanuriz said...

ha..bagush2.
mimi cube wat xtau,wat diam je.
lame2 nti mesti die perasan yg mimi cam majuk..
hehe..taktik bese nurul 2.hahaha~
xpe2..wat je cam 2.nti baru die sedar smule yg mimi tgh rase jauh hati ngan die...=)