it's been almost 3 years to me & him being together..
nobody can imagine how hard it was in the first place..
how hard 2 built our relation 2 become like this..
how my father hated him so much ..
how my father tried so hard 2 keep us apart..
& how i got my 1st slap from my own father..
it wasn't easy at all..
i even cheated on my family..
i didnt give a phone call to them..at all..just 2 show my rebel..
i became a stone-head..
as time goes by...
my father changed..
everytimes i went back 2 my hometown..
he was so happy..
so interested 2 hear whenever i talked about him..
i never expected dat everything was going so well..
now,it's almost a year dat i being studying abroad..
distance was not a problem at all 2 us..
even in malaysia, we're rarely met..so i guess it wasn 't a very dramatic change 4 both of us..
eventhough i flirt at a certain times..my heart is always being loyal ..
i keep our promises..
i do whatever he asks..whatever he wants..
i try 2 be there whenever he needs me..
i call him everyday just 2 show how much i'm in love with him..
i feel like our sparks just getting dimmed..
he said..he's just the same..nothing changed..
but..if there's nothing changed why i feel all this crap.?
is it just me???
maybe it is me..
it's me ..a girl who needs someone 2 show dat i'm needed..
it is just simple ..
but i guess he doesnt realise it..
girls just being too complicated 2 understand..
and guys will never understands it~